behind these brown eyes..
Wednesday, November 8th, 2006don’t read the anger on my lips,
try to listen to the hurt behind these words,
don’t stare at my sulky face,
try to look at how upset i have become,
don’t take my shouts and cries as abuse,
for i am just another victim of abuse,
don’t always expect me to be everything you want me to,
because you yourself aren’t that way,
don’t expect me to do the things you want me to,
though you know i will try to my death,
don’t keep pushing me around and telling me what to do,
u might think u’re not but i felt it so many times before,
don’t think that i do not know your thoughts and feelings,
cuz the only time i don’t is when u won’t tell me,
and even if u hide from me the everyday of you,
the everyday of me will show you how u’ve actually treated me,
don’t try to push it,
cuz it’s not as sweet as u think it is,
i’ve given so many ‘don’t’s to myself,
because there was so many ‘did not’s by you,
when i do do the ‘do’s
it seems like i might as well not do it at all,
i am tired and weary,
behind these brown eyes are blue eyes filled with sadness, tears, anger, dissapointments
behind these brown eyes are a warm heart without a burning place,
a passionate soul with nobody to drown in,
a firm hug with the strength that nobody understands,
a great deal of talent for both greatness and simplicity,
and plenty of absolute reason to be loved greatly in body, mind and soul.