Wednesday, August 30th, 2006
There’s too much to wonder and ponder….y?….y do ppl act differently in front of me sometimes?…don’t they know dat i care.?…is it becuz i am the same and they feel it therefore react the same way?..
is there nothing u cannot tell me?…say in front of me?…do in front of me?…..behave in front of me?…
i already hate life as it is …making things difficult enough for me to explain myself…i rather choose to be quiet and say nothing or say ‘nothing’.
is dat the equal reaction that i’m receiving for wateva i said/say/done/did/do-ing?….am i the alien in this planet we call earth or do i suffer from insufficient e.q.?….is there a reason y i have to explain everything i feel/feeling/think/doing/thinking?…
i never did care about being the best and the ‘one’ ever in my life but just in one particular commitment i have… just dat one that also made feel like this…its always the same…same shit different day…
i wish i was somewhere else….new ppl,…new place…new everybody and new everything…nothing to care about , just music….
