Sunday, July 16th, 2006
Here’s a definitive question with so many indefinitive answers…how to live life as it should be?
there r many times when i pondered upon my actions, my words, my character, my habits etc etc.. and the best part is, being human is so difficult…it’s almost mind-blowing and fairly amusing how we r placed on earth and y we exist…sure there’s issues about god..blah blah blah…
but just think for a moment…if being alive is as simple as going through the shit everyone goes through, day in and day out…then probably u wouldn’t be satisfied anymore…
that’s rite,i wanna raise doubts, questions and daily issues that we as humans hardly think about . some ppl r so lucky , they all so positive and ignorant to so many things around them…most come to most, many just settle with "well, life goes on"… so if u fucking have the guts y dont u kill yourself…see if u’re any more pathetic than u can be,…
humans also always try to justify the things they do and say….take my for example, my overly judgemental nature and extreme addiction to justify everything i do probably just simply past as my natural character, its who i am. so if being who u are gets u so fucked up, wat r u gonna do about it?
then, there r humans who always try to change for the better, or at least, its wat they think best… but have they ever thought about their true self? wat if their ‘changed’ personality actually contrast with their true self..? no humble sane human will ever admit and say that they’ve completely changed and become this whole new person…years of growing up in a certain environment and shaping of character , personality and habits doesn’t go down the drain just like dat..
just like billy cobham said, miles always looked back but he always moved forward. if there’s still any part of me that’s willing to change, …well, i’ve always wanted i high-end bass….
